1. |
The Bone Smuggler
04:10
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Please don't remind me of myself
You're everything I'm not supposed to be
Take a look at the world in the mirror
Push and shove and hate and love
We're crowded in a room of yellow
Fuck you, I hate you, you're gone
I can feel a thud under my tires
Blossoms of trees pricking everything
A funnel of blood and a river of shit
Drowning me, hates me, fucks me, kills me
There's a boiling in my stomach
Of shit that has passed
Of shit I can't grasp
I pray this won't last
There's a boiling in my stomach
Of shit that has passed
Of shit I can't grasp
I pray this won't last
There's a boiling in my stomach
Of shit that has passed
Of shit I can't grasp
I pray this won't last
There's a boiling in my stomach
Of shit that has passed
Of shit I can't grasp
I pray this won't last
Please don't leave me please don't die
You left me alone and I fucking hate you
Why did you lie to me and sucked down
You should not have kept me alive
You should have just fucking killed me
Master controls puppets and you pulled my
I can feel a thud under my tires
Blossoms of trees pricking everything
A funnel of blood and a river of shit
Drowning me, hates me, fucks me, kills me
This motherfucker wants to hold on to me
I said, this motherfucker wants to hold on to me
I said, this motherfucker wants to hold on to me
I said, this motherfucker won't let me be
This motherfucker wants to hold on to me
I said, this motherfucker wants to hold on to me
I said, this motherfucker wants to hold on to me
I said, this motherfucker won't let me be
Let me in
You never let me in
Why won't you let me in
We're gonna break you down
We're gonna break you down
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2. |
Day Off
05:00
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I came home when the sun was down
The flowers had been sleeping awhile
My room was dark and cold
The thoughts started heating my soul
I started wondering what life was like
If I hadn't been living so long
Maybe I fell asleep really fast
I couldn't tell 'cause you stole my dream
I hate you, you kill me, we die away
Thanks for pissing it all away
I had to kill on my day off
It wasn't a pretty sight
I had to kill you on my day off
Or I'd kill myself instead
You never take a day off in my head
I put my hand up to my face
And shuddered my pain away
I laid my head on my bed
There are no more trips ahead
I still don't know where you are
That isn't the question here
For the first time I felt something soft
I just had to take a day off with fear
I hate you, you kill me, we die away
Thanks for pissing it all away
I had to kill on my day off
It wasn't a pretty sight
I had to kill you on my day off
Or I'd kill myself instead
You never take a day off in my head
All you fucking punks, walk on by
Don't you stare at me
All you fucking punks, walk on by
Don't you stare at me
All you fucking punks, walk on by
Don't you stare at me
All you fucking punks, walk on by
Don't you stare at me
Don't you stare
I hate you, you kill me, we die away
Thanks for pissing it all away
I had to kill on my day off
It wasn't a pretty sight (sight, sight, sight)
(I, I, I, I) I had to kill you on my day off
Or I'd kill myself instead
(You never, you never, you)
You never take a day off in my head
(In my head, head, in my head, in my head, head)
(I had to kill)
I had to kill on my day off
(Off, off, off, off)
(It wasn't, it wasn't, it wasn't)
It wasn't a pretty sight
(No, no, no, no, no, no)
I had to kill you on my day off
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3. |
Everything Matters
02:58
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Moved back in line
Yes, move back in time
Deliver me from faith
Hand of God is rape
Where is the commitment
Pull trigger is permanent
Close the book on life
Dream with a sharp knife
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4. |
Bit My Lip
03:54
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As I shift through the valley of this coming storm
I will meet with a friend and we will sadly mourn
The passing of the day that was ripped and torn
We smiled at each other while the moon was born
I took a step forward then I dreamed again
Of a warm summer night that meant more to them
Blinded by the sound of a large depression
I tried to tell her it wasn't her I hated but him
I said I wanted to color you
I said I wanted to color you
You only hear what you wanna hear and
You only see what you wanna see and
I'm sick of all the shit you pull
I'm sick of all the shit you pull
I'm sick of all the shit you pull
I only feel what I wanna feel
I only feel what I wanna feel
I only feel what I wanna feel
I saw that a lot of your antennas were long
I still can't sleep at night with this buzzing song
I can't touch your face and think that I was wrong
The ocean still swims in the tide that we're on
Flying means nothing unless you're running fast
You can't look over your shoulder and remember the past
Running up your arm it broke with a smash
We play dumb through the hatred of the morning crash
The mourning crash
You only hear what you wanna hear and
You only see what you wanna see and
I'm sick of all the shit you pull
I'm sick of all the shit you pull
I'm sick of all the shit you pull
I only feel what I wanna feel
I only feel what I wanna feel
I only feel what I wanna feel
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
Bit my lip in disgust
And you like hate
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5. |
Clutter At The Table
04:54
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Pain crushes you
I can reflect on my memories and see when you were so good and liked by me
I can remember your eyes and how graceful they were
And how graceful your body was and how much I grew up
And how much I grew up, and how much I grew to hate you
You knew I was hanging by my fingernails but you found a new hobby
You found a new hobby and that hobby was worse than killing me
You learned to love kicking me, and oh how you kicked me
And I wonder if you remember what I was really like
And I wonder if you remember what we were really like
And I wonder if you remember what you're really like
Maybe I didn't mean to hurt you
Don't you ever think of yourself
Guess when, guess who
Guess what, I'm dead
Can't we just breathe a breath of air
And make it all go away
And I want to ask myself one thing
Why do I wake up crying every fucking night
And where the Hell are you
Confusion rushes like a river
How can you forget about what we wanted
And how can you forget the words that killed and maimed you
I wonder how we can forget that night at your table
When you told me how you really felt
And I made so many promises, oh so many promises
And if I remember what was said
You made many promises, oh so many promises
And if I learned one thing through this heartache
Its promises are meant to be broken
And if you weren't so goddamn perfect
You'd realize the most important promise was broken by you
But you'll never believe that because you are the one who moved on
You broke your promise and lied to me and I guess I hate you
I guess I hate you, I guess I hate you and I don't know what else to do
Do you remember that night when the summer was cold
And you were hot with rage but cried ‘cause I had to leave
I ask you now, who really left who
I think it was you
Can't we just breathe a breath of air
And make it all go away
And I want to ask myself one thing
Why do I wake up crying every fucking night
And where the Hell are you
The sun hurts my eyes
Remembering the sun hurts my eyes
You stand in the sun's light
Your silhouette burns through
I can trace the beauty that you possess
I will never be close to you
I am afraid my life is gone
My love is fading away
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6. |
Gandhi's Lunchbox
04:58
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Instrumental
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7. |
Felt
04:30
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You know I had a problem today
I woke up today
And maybe someday
I'll know where you are
You know I almost smiled today
I didn't cry today
And hopefully one day
You'll know who you are
And there's nothing I felt with you that I
Regret feeling someday I'll die
Hatred left me and I can't see straight
I don't know how I felt anything at all
I left my life behind with you
I left my life behind with you
I left my life behind
I thought I felt you coming through
I thought I felt you coming through
I thought I felt you
I know you had a problem today
You called me up today
And you hoped someday
You'll know how you are
I know you didn't smile today
You really cried today
And I hope one day
You'll hate what you are
And there's nothing I felt with you that I
Regret feeling someday I'll die
Hatred left me and I can't see straight
I don't know how I felt anything at all
I left my life behind with you
I left my life behind with you
I left my life behind
I thought I felt you coming through
I thought I felt you coming through
I thought I felt you
I felt you
I, I felt, I felt, I, I felt, I felt, I felt you
Go
I can't rip you out of my head
I can't rip you out of my head
I can't rip you out of my head
I felt you in my head
I can't rip you out of my head
I can't rip you out of my head
I can't rip you out of my head
I felt you in my head
Blind side, fell down
Felt you slip
Gone
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8. |
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I want you to save me and I need you to hold me
I want you to bring me and I need you to love me
There's nothing left inside of me and you have no control over me
There's nothing left surrounding me and you have no power over me
I love watching this part of me and it's sad holding onto me
I love watching this side of me, it's sad being a cartoon character
I have found it so hard to admit it
I watch the fishes swim around my head
Sometimes I don't know which way I'm looking
It's sad being such a large part of you
Maybe that's all I never wanted
And maybe that's all I ever needed
And maybe that's all I never wanted
Maybe that's all I
Maybe that's all I never wanted
And maybe that's all I ever needed
And maybe that's all I never wanted
Maybe that's all I
Angels try to save me and devils try to hold me
Angels try to bring me and devils try to love me
Only hatred left inside of me and God has no control over me
There's only hatred left surrounding me and God has no power over me
I love feeling this part of me and it's wrong holding onto me
I love feeling this side of me, it's sad being a cartoon character
I have found it so hard to admit it
I watch the fishes swim around my head
Sometimes I don't know which way I'm looking
It's sad being such a large part of you
Maybe that's all I never wanted
And maybe that's all I ever needed
And maybe that's all I never wanted
Maybe that's all I
Maybe that's all I never wanted
And maybe that's all I ever needed
And maybe that's all I never wanted
Maybe that's all I ever
Where did all the birds go
Where did all the daisies go
Where did all the water go
And where did all my time go
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9. |
To Know Why
08:09
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There's nothing left to say
We repeat ourselves anyway
You turned and walked away
I see no reason for me to stay
I can't remember why you left
I promised I'd be your friend
You took my words and ran
You left me alone with myself
Didn't you ever want to know why I cried
Hey, maybe that's all we have
People living day to day to night
We wake up in a pool of sweat
Dreaming we were sleeping again
I looked and searched myself
And found the hole you dug
I almost forgot it was there
I almost forgot that I was even here
I used to be able to float
But now I sink because I'm broke
My memories won't swim away
There's nothing left for me to say
Didn't you ever want to know why I cried
Hey, maybe that's all we have
People living day to day to night
We wake up in a pool of sweat
Dreaming we were sleeping again
Somebody kill me before I kill myself
Somebody hate me before I hate myself
Somebody hurt me before I hurt myself
Somebody stop me before I stop myself
All this frustration is fucking with my head
And that's what I said
dias I tahw s'taht dnA
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10. |
Who Do I Think I Am?
05:16
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When I woke up and you weren't there I cried
Slashing through the dark street lights shined
Nothing gold can stay polished for long
Everything you told me, everything was wrong
You left your lipstick on the table
I washed my hair of all other men
You let the sun fall on your feet
I made sure I smashed this bottle of rain
Sins shatter on the floor
Reminding me of home
But the idiots still danced
But the idiots still danced
But the idiots still danced
But the idiots still danced
Fuck, fuck, fuck (Who do I think I am)
All bitter and twisted
Lying and ransacking
Claiming your life as my own
Don't want to be happy being what I am
You took advantage of me after midnight
When I look around I find nothing is right
Maybe you fucked yourself all alone again
I don't give a shit, I'm the best fucking thing, a ten
What's the matter
Who do you hate
When did you go
Why the long face
What's the excuse
No no no no nothing
Fuck, fuck, fuck (Who do I think I am)
All bitter and twisted
Lying and ransacking
Claiming your life as my own
Don't want to be happy being what I am
Each corner a new level of decay
Eat sweet pathetic lies
Entertain an absence of faith
Flared beauty
Fuck you, goddess
Bitch, tart
Blazing, melting
Burning, fantastic paradise
Drastic, desperate
Ecstasy
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11. |
Broken Eyes
04:04
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You can't hide from me, I hold your soul
You can't lie to me, I've heard it all before
I can't feel my head, you've stolen everything
I can't see myself, you've promised me lies
What's the use in trying, we all return to nothing
Crimson blood flows without thought, you've turned me into fear
I can't feel my insides, they've seem to disappear
I now know I'm useless, this is your mighty creation
You looked inside yourself and all you saw were lies (fucking lies)
You left me to wonder and wander through broken eyes
This disease turns you out and crushes your soul
My blackest days are the ones screaming down this hole
You know hope is a terrible thing
It holds you and crushes you and keeps you down
And maybe you already knew this for you always hoped I'd be more
And when you grew tired of waiting you gave up hope
And gave me nothing worth sticking around for
My hatred grows strong, there is no light ahead
You left me all alone, the dark is my only friend
There's nothing left to feel, I pray this shit will end
I'm a big stupid fuck, I wait patiently for the night
For the night
You looked inside yourself and all you saw were lies
You left me to wonder and wander through broken eyes
This disease turns you out and crushes your soul
My blackest days are the ones screaming down this hole
Bad times, dark times you handed to me
Make time, Hell time, I'm dead and I see
Bad times, dark times you handed to me
Make time, Hell time, I'm dead and I see
I picked open my scabbed sacrifice
You stole everything I hold sacred
I picked open my scabbed sacrifice
You stole everything I hold sacred
I picked open my scabbed sacrifice
You stole everything I hold sacred
I picked open my scabbed sacrifice
You stole everything I hold sacred
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12. |
Ravenloft
03:50
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Instrumetal
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13. |
Dirt Blue Star
04:00
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I was dreaming again about high powered toilet paper
I talked to my best friend about how much we hate Julie
Maybe if there wasn't so much to lose in gambling I'd roll the dice
If you crawled out of your skin would people tell you where the bus was
Too bad there wasn't a color dirt blue star, I'd paint my room with it
I just heard the word "fucked" twice on the radio, that's bad
I would never try to climb a beam of light in fear that someone would shut it off
Mailboxes are so much easier to destroy if they're on the sidewalk
I've never met a blind hemophiliac chainsaw juggler, but I know they're out there
I like to stand
Stand in the aisle
Aisle means alone
Alone and wishing
I like to stand
Stand in the aisle
Aisle means alone
Alone and wishing
I don't really care that Santa is fake but thank God for the Easter Bunny
Sometimes a banana is just a banana, I like that saying
Don't ever try to poke your eye out with scissors, you might just do it
The government's bringing us down, repression, society sucks ah blah blah blah
If I could decapitate all the alterna-dorks, I'd videotape it and laugh
If Jesus came back the last thing he'd wanna see are crucifixes
I woke up with a sunburn and started laughing because life is silly
I just saw fireworks and I was expecting the house lights to come on when they were finished
I was thinking about how much martyrs hurt, when you think about them
I like to stand (stand)
Stand in the aisle (aisle)
Aisle means alone (alone)
Alone and wishing (wishing)
I like to stand (stand)
Stand in the aisle (aisle)
Aisle means alone (alone)
Alone and wishing (wishing)
It's kind of funny that I can't hear you
We're heading towards the sun in a cricket
I ate lunch for you, is there any more to ask for
Who brought the cool kid, trying to sell me his carbonated breakfast
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14. |
A Summer Dream
03:38
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A brown eyed smile from down below
Reach up through the darkness too slow
A summer dream that came up fast
Out of the blue and into the past
Oh, I'm trying to get back home and
Oh, I'm trying to not be alone and
Oh, I'm dragging myself up now and
Oh, I'm scratching to not disappear
The summer falls, the nights will crawl
Out of the street and into the hall
You looked at me from up above
Told me the things and gave me a shove
Oh, I'm trying to get back home and
Oh, I'm trying to not be alone and
Oh, I'm dragging myself up now and
Oh, I'm scratching to not disappear
There must be something more than this
Something I have failed to miss
There must be something more than this
Something I have failed to miss
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15. |
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(Yeah, I'd like to flick it)
(Can I flick it with the microphone, please)
(Look it he's getting mad, were look it he's getting mad)
(I'm gonna flick it)
(That's going on every... Dan's going down)
Snow is falling all around
The families gather throughout the town
The lights twinkle on the big green tree
So lonely wish you were here with me
I do know what this day's about
Opening gifts and filled with doubt
This twenty four days after my birthday
Standing under the mistletoe we pray
People are singing all over the world
Broken bows and ripped papers
Bring delight and disappointment
We eat the food and sing some songs
It is Christmas time again
We see the ones we love the most
Pour the glass and you speak the toast
The room is warm thanks to the fire
Our spirits rose just a little high
Its Christmas day and in this house
Everyone is welcome even the mouse
Santa has come and quickly left
I lay my head on my mother's breast
People are singing all over the world
Broken bows and ripped papers
Bring delight and disappointment
We eat the food and sing some songs
It is Christmas time again
Sometimes in life all your dreams are lost
Slowly taken away stripped at a high cost
This is what Christmas is about
Kissing people you love the most
Everybody drops their worries today
All I ask for is that you, you stay
Silver bells, silver bells
Its Christmas time in the city
Ring a-ling, hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day
City sidewalks, busy sidewalks
Dressed in holiday style
Silver bells, silver bells
Its Christmas time in the city
Ring a-ling, hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day
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16. |
As The Worm Turns
03:27
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One day you're thinking that maybe you're feeling better
And you're probably an okay person, if only you had a job
Through the hollow tombs can see them
Through their mouths I can hear them praying for pain
But it's only a game
Listen man, I know
That things are really rough
And everybody gets you
And life is really tough
But I know that deep down inside
There's a feeling that rides
All the way to the end
Thursday you sit in your room with the lights turned out
And you don't answer the door
Friday morning looks sunny and bright
Like it's going to be a good day
And it would be if only you had a job
Time is on your side, you're young
Don't waste your time today
Time is on your side, you're young
Don't waste your time today
Be aggressive
B-e aggressive
B-e a-g-g-r-e-s-s-i-v-e
Be aggressive
B-e aggressive
B-e a-g-g-r-e-s-s-i-v-e
Be aggressive
B-e aggressive
B-e a-g-g-r-e-s-s-i-v-e
Be aggressive
B-e aggressive
B-e a-g-g-r-e-s-s-i-v-e
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17. |
Peaceful Night
03:59
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Instrumental
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Yellow #1 Lynn, Massachusetts
Yellow #1 was Brian Paone’s first band. The music of Yellow #1 was intended to have the whimsical flavor of synth-pop bands, with the lyrical integrity and vocal intensity of metal bands. Combining the two polar opposites into one sound, made for a very debatably interesting album. Their debut album, "Bottle Of Rain," was recorded and released in 1996. ... more
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